*WARNING: directed at a specific person. please disreguard.*
i'm tired of being the butt of jokes. its not funny anymore. my life does not exist for your entertainment. i have feelings and you've crushed them. no wonder i try to avoid you. when are you going to realize what you've done to me? i live in constant fear of what my future holds because i can't find the strength to ignore you. you think i'm over reacting. you think you've been a great parent. you've even told me that if i ever thought you'd treated me badly then i'm a fake and a phony and i'm lieing to myself. maybe you're right. maybe these tears are stupid and immature. that doesn't change how much i'm hurting right now. i hope you're happy.