sometimes we do want things to last forever and other times we can't wait for things to end. how come there never seems to be an in between stage. or i guess if there is it is never brought up. rarely am i just happy to be alive at that moment. either way i find myself longing for something more. why can't i just be happy? some people don't have this problem but i definately do. i really have an issue with living in the moment. i am either trying to plan ahead or i am over analyzing things that are past and out of my control. not that the future is really under my control but hopefully you know what i mean. i think i need a new goal...to try to enjoy or respect (because not all moments are enjoyable) every moment for what it is. geez that sounds like such a tall order. who am i kidding?? that is a tall order.
i think i'm going to need prayers. there are alot of things in my life out of whack right now that i need to deal with. some of you might now about some things. for now please keep it to yourself. some things need to be taken care of before it becomes a public matter. thank you.
i think i'm going to need prayers. there are alot of things in my life out of whack right now that i need to deal with. some of you might now about some things. for now please keep it to yourself. some things need to be taken care of before it becomes a public matter. thank you.
3 comments:
It can be hard to enjoy where you are in the moment... sometimes focusing on a project you love and seeing what you do now as getting you toward that goal can really help.
I will definitely be praying!! I love ya girl!! I know it can be hard, but remember God promised us peace. I have had to be reminded of that many times!! Love ya!! :-)
LOL... as a fellow overanalyzer, I completely understand. Love ya girl! ;-) You're gonna be just fine. Promise. Jer. 29:11
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