can't sleep...

so work tonight made me feel like a complete idiot. i get to work and look at the schedule to see who i'm working with tonight. seth and grant's (who are brothers) names are marked off the list. i look accross the kitchen at jess and ask why they aren't working tonight. her look was priceless. it takes her a few seconds to respond and she finally says "have you not heard yet?"...dreaded words. i reluctantly ask "heard what?" and so begins my feeling of stupidity. jess tells me "grant was in a car accident yesterday. jaycey died and grant is in critical care. seth is at the hospital with grant." my heart sank. i've only met jaycey a few times but he's come in and done dishes for us when we were crazy busy. katrina went to the hospital today to visit grantham. they took his venilator out today and he is breathing on his own. he's still only semi-responsive. i don't really know what that means cause when i think of grant i think of someone who is full of life and personality. i don't even know if grantham knows jaycey is gone...
and now i can't sleep. i have to be awake in less than five hours for work. i'm opening so jess can work a night shift in place of seth and grant. please keep the tucker family (seth and grant) and the drummond family (jaycey) in your prayers.