this morning i called out sick to work. i hated doing it but i just had to. i'm feeling a little better but still not great. what i'm going through is feeling a little more normal considering the time of the month but this morning was very scary. all in all, i guess God was just telling me to take it easy. weird thing is, i really haven't been that hard on myself lately. with school out, i've had plenty of down time. i really don't know what caused my scary episode this morning but i'm just glad it was short lived.