Monday, August 4, 2008
it can be a very hard thing to fight. i've been trying to give my battles up to God...or at least i would like to say i've been trying. honestly, i'm lieing to myself. i haven't been actively trying to set aside prayer time so i really can't say i'm trying to give it to God. i've really just been drowning my mind with thoughts and awful feelings. uhg. this is no good. i can come up with dozens of excuses but God can shoot them all down. i mean come on, he's a father to millions...he's literally heard all the excuses in the world. but now i think its bed time but first...PRAYER.