the love we deserve.

so true. we hardly ever see, in ourselves, what others see. i know that it still amazes me that jesse finds me attractive...i just don't see it. thankfully he never stops telling me that. but this card really isn't about looks, its about love. but i think they go hand in hand sometimes. if you can't see how someone is attracted to you, then sometimes you don't they you deserve their love. kind of like "they're out of my league" i guess. i still don't think i deserve jesse's love and he would say the same about me but we do love each other. very much...and i feel very blessed for that. i'm glad i didn't settle for what i thought i deserved (and no this is not a stab at josh...we just weren't meant to date).