Saturday, June 7, 2008

fighting battles.

i have been there. a few times i have wanted to cut myself. sometimes i gave in. its been three years and five months since i cut myself but the battle has not gone away. sadly it is a temptation that still haunts me from time to time. alot of people don't realize that. i've gotten good at putting on a fake smile. i don't like it but its true. rarely do i show all of the emotion i feel. but thankfully i've developed a great support system and i've held on way more than just one day. i think that cutting is a battle i will continue to fight for some time but i know that if i take it one day at a time . . . i can find the strength to hold out.

1 comment:

Fading Existence said...

Someone once told me that when you can't get through the week get through the day, when you can't get through the day get through that hour when you can't get through an hour get through a moment, and when a moment seems to long, get through one breath....