Saturday, June 7, 2008
i have been there. a few times i have wanted to cut myself. sometimes i gave in. its been three years and five months since i cut myself but the battle has not gone away. sadly it is a temptation that still haunts me from time to time. alot of people don't realize that. i've gotten good at putting on a fake smile. i don't like it but its true. rarely do i show all of the emotion i feel. but thankfully i've developed a great support system and i've held on way more than just one day. i think that cutting is a battle i will continue to fight for some time but i know that if i take it one day at a time . . . i can find the strength to hold out.