well the judgment has concluded. things should be slowly getting back to some kind of normal. my apartment is still messy. and with five weeks left in this semester i don't see things really calming down much. plus at some point in those five weeks (hopefully in this month) i should be heading to florida with my in-laws to pick up my husband. i really need to buckle down and make the best of the weeks left in school. i have yet again slacked a bit this semester. now not quite as bad as i have in the past but my online class has definitely been neglected. this semester, as well as the next two (spring and summer) will determine whether i continue on with this degree. if i don't do well enough this semester to get off of financial aid probation, i will not be going in the spring semester due to finances. if i make it through the spring semester, i plan to retake anatomy II during the summer semester so that it is the only class i have to think about (assuming i can afford to do so since financial aid does not cover summer classes). however, if i don't make an A or a B then it will be pointless to try to continue on with this degree. i have already taken anatomy II twice before so this time all three grades will be averaged together for my transcript and if that averaged grade is not a C or higher i cannot move on to microbiology.
yea all of that was kind of crazy and random but its my life right now. needless to say i wouldn't mind some prayer.
p.s. yes jesse knows all this.