cancer again.

i just found out that my grandmother has lung cancer. they don't know how bad it is and i'm not sure if we'll ever get to know. she isn't going to treat it. treating her breast cancer less than a year ago almost killed her so she's just going to give up. i don't blame her. i just want you all to help me pray that she doesn't suffer any more. i would also like prayers to help me find the strength to let go. i'm trying to prepare myself to say goodbye for jesse for a year and now i need to prepare myself to lose grandma...thats alot. thank you. i'll try to keep you posted as i find out the details.